Why Do I Have To Hide Away

"Why Do I have to Hide Away"

Chapter. 1.

Hi every one, its Lotadoginme2 here I'm very interested in Starting a Topic, about all those on beast Forum, who have a very Low Self Esteem, you know you would like to share, yourself with an Animal, but for only resons known to you; you feel scared, and so you lock yourself away in a Cave, in your own mind, through Gilt and thinking its Dirty, and Wrong, to love some one or thing, well I have some great news for all you guys and Gals, out there on this great Planet named Earth.

And how do I know what you are feeling, right now is because, I was once in that Cave myself, and felt exactly how you maybe feeling right now, and many times I wanted out of this life, until one night,When I just got up out of my Bed and got dressed, as it was in winter, and I needed to be warm, as it was very cold outside.
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Many say, at the time I just wanted to punish myself, for what I was feeling deep inside, and yes maybe I was, but really I just wanted to be loved, by some one or thing, and by walking out into the night, I was trying to find what I needed, and so as I walked to the edge of town, and off into the Forest, along a bush Track, it went deep into the Forest, and it was not too long and I was lost, didn't remember to leave some things tied around some trees to show me the way back.

Anyway after about 2 hours out in the bush it felt very warm, and cosy among the trees, and so i began to feel tired now, so when I came to an old tree log that looked like it had been down for years, I snuggled up against it and went to sleep, the next morning as the Sun, came up over the hills, I could hear dogs barking, and so Waited, and waited then out of the clump of trees came this big red Hunting Hound, for this story we will call him Baskerville, because he reminded me of the Hounds of Baskerville.
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And he came bounding up to me, and showed his teeth to me as to say don't mess with me or else, to me this was abuse, but I was not going to retaliate, as he was huge, but seemed well kept, and was in good condition, so he has a Master some where, anyway this big animal started to act in a kind of a Romantic way, if I can call it that with out causing any hurt to anyone, and he started to lick my feet, then my hands, then my Face, and he lingered his Tongue around my mouth, as if he was kissing me, and he pushed his big tongue into my open mouth.

Very strange was of meeting an unknown Hunting Hound, but he knew something that I didn't know, he knew this area, well but not me I didn't know it at all, and he was not going to let me wonder off into this bush any further, and so as we sat there together, and I started to feel comfortable with him around me, and as I brushed his coat, I could feel deep aleasions, under his skin, they were very deep cuts, as if he was really Abused by some one or thing, then when I ran my left hand under his tummy, I could also feel deep Laserations under his skin, and just by Accident, my hand happened to feel his furry sheath, and yes he obeyed imeadiatly, he let his cock slip out about two inches just to allow me to know what he had, incase I was wondering.

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Yes he was a typicle male, thinking she could be wanting me as much as I want her, but here is where my hide away Experence, comes to the fore, to show you Gals and Guys, how we women some times feel, When we are Abused by our Husbands or Boyfriends,or family members, we just want to hide our feeling, and our inabitions, and we know, love is kind, love is not Envious, love does not harm,love does not expose,and with out love what do we have left to give.

I wanted to love; but was always not able to express my love to my Boyfriend, to my Husband, to my Animals the way I wanted to, why, you may be asking, well because it would be looked down as being, Sick,horrible, and hurting the animal, see society does not know the real meaning of love, For anything, you here right now might be thinking she is out of her tree, ok well this is a very long story, it can go for months of writting but in the end, its going to show, young Women, lonely Wives, and couples that its no shame to love some thing in a different way to what you do, or they do, so please interact with me in this story, and see this Journey, bring out the true way to love each other through the eyes of your animals and through each other.

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To be continued.